You're my wildest, greatest and most waited dream ever

You are my wildest, greatest and most waited dream ever. And even though I had the oportunity to live that dream, I just felt like it was just dreaming again. When I realised it was for real, it was too late. Now I can't have my daydreams because they're nightmares about what could be the day in THE life that I dream about. All because I feared what people could think or say. The moment I said "I love you. Goodbye." I realised what I wasted. You are my wildest, greatest and most waited dream ever. That's who you are, that's what I want you to be. Yes, I know, I can get boring when I ask "Will you marry me?" but that's just because I love you beyond imagination. If I could repeat that day with you, I wouldn't waste a second. You are my wildest, greatest and most waited dream ever. I know that now... and now I know that if people stare and comment about us, it's not my business. I know that if I have you, there's nothing that can touch me. You are all I want, all I need and all I'll ever aim for and still, I felt that I had you but I didn't have all I needed. I felt you weren't as happy as I was. 'Please, give me more of that inspiring smile. Yes, feed my soul, for I won't see you again on a long time.' But you didn't smile. I know, you weren't ok, but I felt there was so much you could give and for some reason, you didn't. I just don't know. I don't even know if I wanna know. The only things I know now are my name, the sweet sound of your voice, how nice you smell, that I want be by your side day by day, that you are my wildest, greatest and most waited dream ever, and the fact that I already miss you babe and I don't wanna miss a thing

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